Yesterday, I had a pretty big bout of the “ungratefuls”. I stomped around and huffed and puffed until I finally took a break and ran to the grocery store. The little “alone time” in doing that left me feeling pretty ridiculous by the time I had made it home. But have you ever had that day?
“I can’t stand these little closets in this apartment! Where am I going to put all this stuff??!! And the panneling in the dining room is getting on my LAST nerve! Can our neighbors stomp up and down the stairs ANY louder? Seriously? Will we ever buy another home?”
You have somewhere to live.
“I do NOT want to go to the store. I just want to stay in.”
You have a way to get to a store. You have money to buy food.
“I’m so sick of working when all of our money goes to bills. We can’t ever do anything we want to do!”
You have a job.
“Just great! Started the washing machine and now have to wait to bathe my son until there is enough hot water!”
You have a washer and a dryer. And hot water on demand. And a son.
“If I have to look at one more blog with the perfect family/home/decorating/cooking/photography/geemylifeisjustabowlofcherries thing going on again I will throw up!”
Really?
And on and on the conversation went inside my head. I joked with my husband that I was having “first world problems”. But in reality, it was just ungratefulness and pettiness. I hate that feeling. I want to have it all, do it all, and be all that is good and perfect. But I know deep down life isn’t like that.
But, do you ever just have those moments?









